Daily diary 15

I'm a bit confused, not a lot just a bit. I think I'm falling for you but I'm a bit reluctant to believe it or even to let it happen. I don't even know if I should pursue you or if you even like me...we're both from different worlds. You live somewhere far far away and we wouldn't have a normal relationship. All I know is that it hurts, it hurts when you talk about someone else. About how pretty she is, how great she is, how she has a boyfriend or she doesn't. It hurts though and I don't know what to do.