Daily diary 13

I want to disappear, I want to be lost, I want to be frozen, I want to turn back time, I want to I want to I want to...so many things. I'm confused, I'm scared, I'm hurt, I'm in pain,I'm tired, I'm tired of all this bull shit. I'm tired of all the lies. I'm tired of all the yelling and fighting and the cheating and the backstabbing...I'm tired of not knowing. Not knowing who to believe, what to believe, what to do, where to go,who to turn to. It's all so confusing. I just want to go, somewhere, and disappear.