Daily diary 33

Almost. Almost but not at all. I almost had that monster but yet again he escaped. I failed once again, my secret weapon is done and the house of cards is back standing tall. The hope I had has dwindled down to a small burning fire, not the once roaring one I once had been. Almost. Almost but not at all.

Daily diary 32

I hate you both,so much. I've always hated you dad,but mom I love you so much at least I used to. I'm done being betrayed,lied to, and strained. I'm done being abused by you and even though my brother and I don't get along well I love him more than life. He is the only thing worth fighting for now and that's okay because I will try to save him no matter what.