Daily Diary 70

God...where to begin. I have had one of the worst days of my life, sounds dramatic I know but truly I never thought I would see a day like this. My head is fucked up, it is so fucked up that I cannot even think straight right now. 

Daily Diary 71

I don't know what I'm crying about. I shouldn't be but I feel so let down...although thats to be expected in my life but I just didn't expect it from the people I love most. Its my birthday next week. The big one where I become an adult. I just thought that my friends would spend that day with me but  most of them are probably go to anothers party...I mean its not that big of a deal and I think I am totally blowing this out of proportion...and I didn't have anything planned but I still feel let down, ya know... I don't know. I feel kind of stupid for feeling sad over something like this..