I constantly fuck up, I say things before I think so it is bound to happen often. Which it does, I cant ever say the right thing. I am always saying things, I don't mean, that get me into trouble. I am also always taking things too far. I have been trying so hard to work on it but no matter what I do I still end up messing up in the end…Maybe I give my self too much credit, maybe I am just making exscuses up and giving my self a way out of the feelings that come with not having a filter and hurting the people around me. There should be an app that helps with the no filter, word vomit that occurs within me. Or maybe I just shouldn’t talk. Or maybe I should try a little bit harder to actually think before I speak. Probably the best choice out of those options but it doesn’t happen over night and I have gotten so much better over the past few months. I guess I will keep trying.
Also, I’m sorry.
