Daily Diary 69

I still like you. I thought that when you told me you didn't like me I would get over you but I can't. I still have feelings for you. The answer you gave me today was a horrible one, I'm not even sure if that was a complete answer. Just because we are going off to college soon doesn't mean we wouldn't work out. I don't know if that was you way of letting me down easy but if it wasn't and you do have feelings for me I would rather spend the remaining time we have this year, together. I don't even know how to tell you this in person. I don't want you to get annoyed with me because let's face it, I've been pretty damn annoying. Always being loud, and out there...but truth is you made me that way. You made me more outgoing, and you made me feel beautiful even when I think I look horrible. You made me comfortable wearing glasses and being myself. You make me smile and laugh all the time. You make me feel those stupid butterflies in my stomach every time you look at me. You made me a better person. So yes I still like you. I want to be with you, you make me happy. I know I sound like some stupid girl but if you like me at all I want you to take a risk and try it. Try us. And if I'm complete wrong about everything, then, well I still want to be your friend. 

Daily Diary 68

Well I promised my self I would never cry over a guy again, but here I am doing just that...I've got all this pent up emotion and I just don't know what to do I want you, from the moment I saw you I was attracted to you and I think we ought to at least give us a shot... I don't know. That's just what I think.