Daily diary 44

I feel like I'm at constant war with my self. I'm depressed and always anxious and I feel like I'm going to explode. I cannot handle anymore stress then I already have. I want a normal life I just want to not have any special thing to me anymore...I'm done. I'm moving I want out of here...far far away from here as I can get will make me very happy extremely happy. I will regret it some,yes but in the long run...for my health I will be doing what's right