Daily Diary 35

Tired. Sleep is evading me and all I can do is sit here and do nothing. Countless thoughts plague my mind,floating aimlessly, drifting where ever. I try and I try but it gets me no where. I'm at that part in life again where I'm confused, where I'm not in my mind anymore...I'm looking at my self from out side of my body. Is it real or not real? My mind is foggy and I cannot tell what I'm doing anymore or what I should be doing I'm confused. Everything that needs to be decided is not getting decided. I don't know what I want to do and it's killing me. Sometimes I wish I could just go and leave all of it behind...but that's just it i have no where to go...